My Breast Cancer Recurrence
On Monday, April 3rd, 2006, I headed to Yale for another Stereotactic Core Needle Biopsy of my right breast tissue. The same breast that was surgically treated then radiated not three years prior. (Persistent little buggers, aren’t they, those cancer cells?)
In an earlier post, I explained my first biopsy so I’ve no need to bore you with the details in this one. The only difference between my first biopsy and this one was (1) the location (Norwalk Hospital vs. Yale) and (2) the fact that I’d already had bad news once so I no longer lived in denial, I no longer felt it couldn’t happen to me, and as a result I was an emotional wreck.
Fortunately, a nurse practitioner from my surgeon’s office joined the crew of technicians and stood next to me speaking to me with a soothing voice and rubbing my back the entire time. Seriously, that’s what she did, and it made a difference. I felt cared for, and safe, and though I was scared, I knew I’d be alright even if it proved to be cancer again. And it did. I had a breast cancer recurrence.
A few days later I got the call from Elspeth Knill-Selby, A.P.N., Affiliated, Surgery. Invasive Ductal Carcinoma and DCIS cells were found in the tissue sample. Most likely it was still caught early (Stage 1), but we’d need full pathology done to confirm that diagnosis. Pathology that would be completed after a mastectomy and a sentinel node biopsy.
All that information was given to me over the phone. Now some people don’t like getting information like that over the phone. But in my case, honestly, I’m so busy with my kids and I have a strong relationship with Elspeth. So I didn’t mind that aspect of the diagnosis at all.
What I did mind was that I was facing some hard decisions: a single mastectomy of the involved breast, a double mastectomy, reconstruction and if yes, what kind.
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